eople. What are they thinking? In their little world, in their heads...what is going on in their heads? What's their story? Their feelings..
Sometimes..I would really like to read minds! I, personally, like to go to work alone in the morning. I like to be alone because I have my "ritual"in the morning. When I'm alone I think. I think a lot! About everything I see! I have my own way to wake up and get ready for the day. When I get there (to work) I smile and I try to be happy and positive! But the others...I see them everyday..Every people that enters the office is sad. Tired. Sleepy. Sick. Bored. Me? Well, I always try to make jokes, to be funny, cause I'm too sick of being sad all the time! Especially when people around me act like that! I can't endure anymore! That's why they see me smiling almost all the time ('cause everybody has bad days, but not everyday should be a bad day!) and they ask me how can I be so full of energy in the morning? It's simple: people need their alone time! Because...sometimes we only need to disconnect and enjoy our own company! And because I have a full-time job and I don't have too much time to be all by myself during week days, I try to be "alone" in the morning, even if I have lots of people around me! I like to put my thoughts in some order..to clean up my mind, to get ready to be...ME! I like to "be by myself" in a full and rushed city in the morning. It helps me a lot! Because in the evening I choose to spend my time with my family and my boyfriend. So the morning is mine :)  I wonder...what are people thinking in the morning when they get to the office? What are their thoughts? I think they are sad because they want to sleep more. And they tend to be grumpy because of that! I want to sleep more, too! But I want to earn money on the other hand! 
I really try to be more relaxed. And I realize that being like that is good for my body and my mind!

Am I the only one? Aren't we all a little bit crazy? :D
I'm sure that everybody has a little world in their heads! But they have to learn how to create a world of peace! And more important: they have to know how to keep it that way!  Because the real world is crazy enough and that's why we have to keep our minds clear and peacefully! 

    ometimes I wish I could go back and tell myself what I know.. 'Cause I'm living in the present, but my mind is on the past! My mind is away lately. Thinking. Remembering. I'm not sayin' that I'm not happy now..Oh God, not! I'm so happy and grateful for what I have! I love my life! I have what I need and I need what I have, but..sometimes..I miss some little things from the past. I miss not being busy all the time! I miss spending the day how I like to!
    I miss some things and people that I thought they were good for me, but now I don't have these things anymore, because I realised that..They were just passing through my life. Temporary things and people. And I understand the concept: "Not everyone that we meet is meant to be in our future. Some are just teaching us lessons about life." but the problem is that I'm too sensitive and I care too much and I get attached to 'em. And then I remember and I start to miss these times. Oh, it's hard..Am I the only one that feels like this?
     I mean the present is great! I have a good job, I have my boyfriend that loves me soooo much, I have my family that supports me, but..what's missing? I think that my free time is missing. All the parties, and drinking and fun...
     "Friends"..do I really have friends? What is the meaning of a friend? Is a friend that person that goes out without you?  I think not..Is a friend someone who NEVER calls you? I don't think so..The conclusion: I don't have friends. They are just people. People I meet ocasionally. Sadly...
     I'm glad that I saw. It's nice to know who are you talking to. 'Cause I'm the type of person that analyzes everybody to know how to talk to 'em and how to react to their existence. I always analyze the way they talk, the way they move, their feelings and their emotions, their expressions and their fears. I like to know everybody around me. I like to read people. It's interesting. Sometimes I notice some things that they do, even if they are not realising they're doing these things. Amazing.
   Am I crazy? I hope not! 'Cause that's how I roll :D


    If I could only turn back time...just to go and watch. Just as an bystander. I just need a rewind button sometimes. I don't want to change anything. The only thing I want to do is to be the spectator of my life.